Friday, December 23, 2005
yesterday was a happy happy day...
went shopping with mu mummy... bought alot of clothes n things man.. dunno y now i m so into skirts... i bought 5 skirts man.. so nice... hehe.. i n mummy spent over $300 jus shopping.. we bought 5 skirts, one jeans, 3 tops, one shirt, 3 shoes n earrings... at bugis village, i even saw this 2 indonesian girls bargaining for their purchases for an entire 15 mins.. from the time i stepped into the shop to trying on the clothes n finally made my purcahse.. they bargained all the way from $80+ to $72.. the lady boss was harassed by them till headache n the 2 salesperson couldn't even tahan them.. finally, the guy boss was able to compromise with them at $72.. guess they didnt earn much from them.. haha.. never in my life have i seen such insistent bargaining man... power leh.. haha... 15 whole mins without bulging.. i can never do it sia.. haha...
anyway i gave my mummy, daddy n my bro their presents le.. know its abit early.. but nvm la... early give also good.. hehe... been so long since i last went shopping with my mother le... seriously speaking, i dun deny that the advanatge of going shopping with mummy is tt u dun have to pay but the most enjoyable part is the joy of looking at shoes n clothes together n trying them on n "da bao xiao bao" go home.. i jus love yesterday man.......... *wub!!!
on the 19th of dec, i finally found my light thru the tunnel.. though i dunno what the future would be like, but i m very happy n peaceful now.. maybe some things need not be so explicit.. maybe implicit is also a good thing.. i shld believe in the saying: "xiang xin jiu hui kuai le, bu xiang xin jiu bu hui kuai le" haha...
loving my life.. every moment n every second.. n of course.. loving the special "u"... :p
merry christmas friends........
flew into your heart at [4:32 PM]
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
*happy
*loved
*sweet
*heart beats....
*tenderness
*smiles
*delirious
*100% estactic
flew into your heart at [4:39 PM]
Thursday, December 15, 2005
today is the seventh day since my grnadfather passed away.. been at the wake for the past few days n even stayed overnight... played monopoly with my cousins the whole night while our parents slept.. didnt noe that i m so weak sia.. didnt sleep for 2 days only den got sick.. running a temperature again with flu, cough n diahorea... weak man...
i was reading thru all my blog entries jus now n some entries reali warmed my heart man.. i guess life is just full of ups n downs.. everyone jus have to go thru some tough periods, enjoy some blissful moments and even experience some heartache moments.. for me, this yr was quite uneventful... looking forward to a much better 2006...
last night went my cousin's house with my mum n my younger 14 years old cousin. Jonas was so sweet... he kept asking me whether my temp. has gone doen n asked me drink more water.. next time grow up gonna be a lady killer sia.. haha.. met him today at the prayer n he touched my forehead again n asked how i was... so so sweet.... hehe... his older brother also cooked maggi mee for me last night n fed me.. feel so loved sia.. wub!
at the wake, i had better chance to mix with my cousins n was surprised that my 17 year old cousin changed so much...started to smoke, whole back tattoos, go clubbing n even go on fights man.. he is so different frm his older cousin, so serious n guai.. haha...
oh yeah.. his brother who is the same age as me also likes to play with his hair.. haha.. didnt know there is someone on this earth that appreciates playing hair jus like me... hehe...
gonna start mugging for my assignment soon.. gonna hand in on 4th january n i haven even started it.. i seriously dun even know how to start sia...
most importantly, i must get well soon...
flew into your heart at [8:32 PM]
Friday, December 09, 2005
my grandfather passed away this morning...... somehow i know he is very ill but i reali didnt expect him to pass away.. suddenly feel lost.. though we were not close, but he is still my grandfather.. i know my mother must be very sad..... dunno what to say to console her or wht to do. he has been sick so long, i only went to see him once... stupid stupid stupid... y m i always doin the wrong things n not doin the right things....... urgh!!!!! life sucks.......
flew into your heart at [2:29 PM]
Thursday, December 08, 2005
jus came back from shopping with tracy and wan yee... bought a sexy black yummy top... haha... met tracy 1st and we went fox to try on their skirt.. it was reali nice except a bit sheer so didnt buy in the end...
we went to eat kuay chap while waiting for wan yee who came ard 8 plus, den we combed thru the whole of bugis village for nice clothes.. this was the 1st time i reali walked the whole bugis street and went into each n every store... my feet are aching man...
this sat is tracy birthday celebration....... should i go??? hai... dun wan see that guy leh.. wait quarrel again.. sianz....
anyway had fun meeting up with them... oh yeah, wan yee shift house le, i didnt even know that.... nearer to my hse le.. goody... gt ppl take bus with me le.. haha.. shld move earlier ma when we were in poly, den got ppl accompany me home.. lol.....
gonna start painting my room soon.......
flew into your heart at [11:39 PM]
kaoz.. didnt know one post to rant out will stir so much trouble.. i was jus damn fucking pissed man when i saw all girls inside.. n this person can even say i m uttering rubbish.. i didnt even mean any harm sia.. jus wanted to rant.. n now labelled as slut... oh my god....... anyway i noe in his heart, i m nothing gd de la.. nothing as compared to all those girls la...
naturally, i still have feelings for him den will get pissed off when u see his friendster member since july n so many girls inside.. when i say idiot, it was angry words.. the words he used to scold me was far more hurting man..
anyway, its his life, we have already broken up, who m i to say he cant know girls.. stupid me sia.. create trouble for nothing...
together already so many misunderstandings, now break le also the same...
hai.. y is life always like that?
enough said.... should i go for interview? my main concern is whether i could juggle my projects, studies n work at the same time.. sian ah...........
flew into your heart at [11:57 AM]
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
last night i went to play pool n eat supper with a fren.. after supper at pasir ris, i told my friend: "hey, lets go one of my ex house downstairs the void deck to (hui wei) memories.." it was a damn stupid idea but he went along with it.. so 2 stupid fools went pasir ris in the middle of the night and sat at the void deck.. that is not the lamest thing yet.. upon turning into the car park, we saw a bike in front of us, but took no notice of it.. later did we know it was my ex... we haven even warm our seat when we saw him approching his blk... both of us were so stunned n awkward that we started mumbling nonsense to each other.. i mean, how could we explain y we were at his blk... we kept on turning away but he seems to be looking in our direction.. luckily he didnt come over but went up the lift... somehow, my heart beat very fast n i kept on laughing at the coincidence.. for the past 11 months, i had wanted to see him but nvr did i have a chance... today, when i didnt even plan or wanted to see him, there he was... is this fate? i guess things happen when u least expect it man.. we even double confim it by going to the carpark to look for his bike... what caught at my heart was his gf name spryaed onto the bike.. how i wish it would hurt but the funny thing was.. i didnt feel a single thing... now i know what my fren meant by [really over]..
he just seems so familiar yet so unreachable.. hai.. i guess relationships are like that, once over, we tend to lose a friend... that is the sad part.... the best part is, i reali learnt what is true love thru him.. he is one damn caring, understanding, faithful, loving and sweet guy... i just didnt treasure him...
nvm.. my next bf would not be second best, he would be the best thing tht ever happen to me... no matter how long, i will wait for that special guy to come into my life n this time, i will definitely treasure it.....
flew into your heart at [4:03 PM]
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i m so fucking pissed man... i finally woke up from my dream... after a tortureless week, i finally woke up.. can u guys believe i was pining for this idiot who has already moved on in his life n even going on friendster to know girls... in the whole friends list, there were only one guy.. to think i was so blind to think that breaking up was my fault and everyday i was blaming myself for everything. it just goes to show what love means to him man... its jus a four letter word to him.. totally inhuman, void of feelings guy that i loved... i was so blind... finally, God gave me the wisdom to open my eyes and start anew... to hell with him man.... no longer would i pine for this worthless guy anymore.... no longer would i blame myself...
a new life awaits me... i can only blame myself for trusting this guy so readily... what is my fucking problem man? to hell with him la... i m gonna start anew.....
i learnt the lesson the wrong way... from now on, i will be wiser....
*thanks to all my friends who gave me support, i will stand up myself.....
okie, enough ranting...
to a new start.............
flew into your heart at [6:41 PM]
Saturday, December 03, 2005
been so long since i last updated.. lots things happened recently.. but now feeling better. thanks everyone for your concern.. today was the last saturday of the horrible, dreaded, complicated, boring, confusing lesson on Corporate Finance... i simply catch no ball sia... wonder how i m gonna cope with the assignments n exams?
~ any corporate finance expert willing to give me a helping hand???? :P
met up with a couple of old friends this week n did some catching up.. boy, didnt noe i missed so much sia...
made a new girl fren who has almost the same crazy, insane and wild character like me.. we were so high that we went on the highest stage in Momo to dance... quite an interesting gal man...
today is alvin's 21st birthday.. was suppossed to go marche n ktv to celebrate with them but somehow feel tired so didnt catch up with them....
i wanna go sentosa suntan man....
*Sze mei...... hint hint sia....
time flies... things can change in one split second so we must learn to treasure what we have now.. gone thru n been thru all kinds of obstacles n slowly i m learning to be a stronger person... thanx baby for being there for me, chiding me and making me smile....
oh yeah, my brother had his graduation ball last monday.. went to pick him up with my fren n send his frens home.. all wear so nice..... guys in shirts n girls in long dresses.. suddenly has this nostagic feeling of missing my graduation ball... *sigh*
at the ball, they even played techno man.. i was like [huh?] techno??? hello, its in a hotel leh.. should play pop songs or retro ma... i n my fren were laughing at the choice of songs when my bro retorted: "cannot meh, u also listen to techno ma" diao!!! y did i have such a witty brother??? haha....
guys, will catch up with u next sat for tracy's birthday if possible....
*happy birthday Alvin!!!!
flew into your heart at [9:49 PM]
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